They lie to you about your weight and i am sick of it!

I have been getting this spam in my mail box for a while now.

Subject: They lie to you about your weight and I am sick of it!

I really appreciate the concern of the ” I ” here

Questions like who is ” they ” and why exactly are they lieing about my weight.

Why is ” I ” concerned and disgusted at the same point ….

And why am I asking ” they ” for my weight …….. pop into my  head ….

Funny ?? Or maybe just my deteriorating sense of humor

The spam definitely served its purpose though …. it got my attention !!!

                  

The urge to run

I have this urge … to run …. run … sprint …. just go …..

To leave it all behind … to feel the air in my hair … that liberating feeling of just going with no direction … to be unstopable … to take any turn only if i want to

To run into someones arms? Bollywodd style?? with my hair moving in slow motion … to bump into him and fall in his arms …?

lol ….  hehehe

Not really!

 … not that kind of a running but the kinds that gives power to me … the one that says .. to hell with you …

I will probably stop a few minutes into the run to catch my breath … blame it on my utter lack of exercise …. but wht the hell … but to run nonetheless … like you cant be stopped

………………………… zoom……………………………………………………….  

Stop me !        

 

Oops I am doing it again

Okay so I had sworn off men … after a confused debacle that had happened about a year back

And now Mr I-will-woo-you is out there to make sure that I am back in the groove again

For some reason I am too afraid (?????) to let go of my - I am single/ miserable on weekends /nobody loves me / etc etc state of mind  – and just go with the flow

(Why why)

I think I have few wage reasons -

It maybe the eager beaver mentality that Mr I-will-woo-you has …

or maybe his way of complementing me after a conversation – ” You are amazing!”

lol … where is that coming from ? really ! … it was a 5 minute conversation

Or maybe its his - I will drop you home as I will be meeting my cousins who live about 5 mins from your house …. and in the same breath … so where do you live again?

lol …

Or :O maybe i am still stuck on Mr Blabber-Mouth (Also The X )

Or maybe I have better things to do than start dating again …

Or maybe I AM getting old

Maybe I AM a 45 year old in a body of a 24 year old

Damn it …

Time will tell if Mr I-will-woo-you will be Mr I-wooed-her