I am getting that feeling, the one that Kareena Kapoor got in Jab We Met ( I feel very filmy right now!) … that feeling that my train is going to leave and if i dont hurry right now, it will be too late.

Unfortunately the feeling that I am getting is an offshoot of the same, just a little more sadder …. mine is - that I have already missed by train and there is no way I can catch it…. no chance …. no Cute/ rich/ humrous/ adorable Sahid Kapoor … to rescue me in his all new Merc …. no no no

Misery Misery Misery

The train has gone and I am left stranded here, freezing under the AC shaft, wiping my running nose … drinking cups tea …  shivering like a fool 

Oh well… I think the end is near! …

Where is that dazzling smile that I am known for ??

Where is the fun fun!?

Where is the insane crazy abundance??

And where the hell is the wohhoooo yeyyyyyy feeling ???

I dont feel it anymore…

I want my train back. I couldnt have missed it.

Sign. . .