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My end is near, so i am doing things that I wanted to (how bollywood can i get?!)
Met up with my x and told him all that I wanted to. So it is out of my system and into his. And doesnt feel so bad cause now it doesnt matter
Today I will run on that green patch in the embassy area. Have been passing that patch for a year now and havent done that so weeeee …. I shall run!
Met up with my model friend, she made all the mistakes she wanted to in life and now at 30 she stays alone looking for Mr Right. Felt a bit sorry for her, but I know that she is having a blast doing it her way.
Will be eating lunch at the dhabba outside my office, its dirty, filthy and all the drivers come there but I have heard the food rocks… reason enough to go
More updates … as I go along …
Doesnt matter how wonderful it is … cause i dont want it
The date will go down in Disengage History as a crucial turn of events.
Today of course is the day the end of me has started in a speedier manner.
The day when Disengage let go of her thoughts, principles, aims and perhaps her dreams … to let go … to try to find peace…
To jump with her eyes tight shut in the dark abyss with no rope ….. only trusting that voice which says … don’t worry it will be fine.
And no she didn’t want to jump, she was quite happy on the ground she thought will be there for as long as she will require it
She thought she had time to make her mind …. she didn’t realise that something will be shoved down her throat … and like a bitter pill … she will have to swallow.
It is scaring the hell out of me … so i try not to think about it …
But one thing is for sure it is the end of me … …. me as I know me
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